Life can’t be defined as a monotonous and joyful journey because it is a complex mixture of more tangled emotions and experiences. Some experiences teach us hard-earned lessons, while others are a test of our abilities. It can be an uncomfortable journey for some and a luxurious one for others, but nonetheless, every individual has something to contribute to the river of life. Miss Kelly’s new book, A Goat That Escaped and Survived, shares her own true-life story.
In the face of adversity and hardships, Kelly shares her story of tremendous strength and courage. Facing the abuse, both physical and emotional, from the ones that ought to care, her parents. She made a long and arduous recovery towards healing from all the unhealthy coping mechanisms she developed. Through alcoholism, addictions, turning to sex to cope, and much more, Kelly longed to connect with an individual who would provide her with the comfort that she so desired.
She wanted to form a bond that would heal her soul and fill the hollowness inside her from her parents’ and the emotional abuse she faced from her narcissistic mother. Through most of her life, Kelly found herself being a scapegoat for all the problems that people faced being in any relationship with her, whether that relationship was romantic, familial, or platonic. Though she worked hard to be strong and push through whatever hardships life would throw at her.
She wanted to break the abusive cycle that she had been trapped in since her childhood. But her self-destructive habits, which were the result of her emotional reactions being directed at herself, made it difficult to learn healthy ways to cope with and process her emotions and feelings. A Goat That Escaped and Survived chronicles a story of strength and resilience in the face of uncomfortable and traumatic experiences.
Kelly’s struggle with being the scapegoat illuminates the lasting effects of betrayal and the importance of healing and rebuilding trust. Healing from such deep emotional wounds takes time, and the scars left behind can linger, affecting one’s ability to form meaningful connections in the future.
In a world that can be unforgiving and often challenging, Kelly thinks that by sharing stories, exchanging letters, and providing support, we can create a community that acknowledges the pain and struggles faced by individuals in their journeys to recovery and healing.
The Goat That Escaped and Survived is now available on Amazon and the official website.